Today kinda sucks. From 6 to 8pm tonight, the place that I'm pretty sure I want to have the wedding at is having an open house. We've known about it for a month now, but Chuck is closing at work tonight, so he couldn't go. Which is cool,I asked my parents to go to check it out and then I would set up an appointment for Chuck and I. Well, my mom suddenly got bronchitis. I'm not mad at her, so when you read this mom, DON'T BE UPSET. I'M NOT MAD! :) So, now I have no one to go with and it just made me think of Jeannie. If this was happening there or she was here, I could call her and say Hey, I need a plus one and your awesome opinion, can you come tonight? And she would. But 1800 miles apart sucks. It just makes me miss her even more that I can't ask her to come with me tonight. Yes, I could go by myself... but if anyone knows me they know that I like to be alone when I'm alone, but need someone to be with me when I'm not alone. I just didn't want to do it by myself. Anxiety and all. SO.... here I sit at home, waiting for Charlie to get off work at 10, maybe going to crochet a bit. Maybe watch a movie. Maybe read a little. Maybe work on my book blog. I dunno. Mostly, I'm just exhausted from this last week. Lots have happened. Charlie's birthday, Inventory, making a cake for an ungrateful bastard, Charlie's brother's birthday.... Just tired. SO maybe this was a good thing. We can always just schedule a private appointment to see the place. I can spend the rest of my night looking on Pinterest for screen printing because I found a tutorial, and now I REALLY want to do it.
Oh! And Jeannie got the special box that asked her to be my maid of honor.... and she said YES! But I already know that. I guess that just makes things a little more real now.
Anyway... I'm gonna go be a zombie for the rest of the night because I haven't really relaxed all week.
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